(Really can’t remember where I got this quote from but I’m sure you will find it on Google)
Today is rough. I am still raw with emotion but getting better. I actually didn’t realise how raw my emotional hurt for Mamma still was…. The hurt, the pain, the longing for Mamma is as fierce as my LOVE for Mamma. It’s only been 52 days since CANCER WON.
Yesterday was my birthday. It started as a great day and ended as a great day. In between is where I buckled…
We went out to dinner to our favourite Mimmos, funny how we have shared that place with Mamma too before. As we walked in there was an older lady with short grey hair wearing the exact same blue top that was indeed one of Mamma’s favourites. Well I cried for more than half the dinner. I even cried after she had left. I cried when I got home and I cried some more when I went to bed. Dude feels it was a sign that Mamma was there celebrating with us.
The hurt doesn’t get better with time. We only find ways to live and cope with it!
Miss you always Mamma!